I’M GOING TO FUCK YOUR BRAINS OUT
Part VI
I was right. The next morning she was there. “I suppose we can try it again,” she said.
“What’s that?”
“You know, with me on top but Josh, this time you’re going to have to tell me if you’re going to cum.”
I grinned. “Sure, whatever.”
“You promise.”
“Sure, whatever.”
“I mean it, Josh. You’ve got to promise.”
“I promise.”
That was all it took to get her stripped down and then she was straddling my body. Her hand reached between my legs and she took hold of my shaft. “Mmm, Josh,” she moaned. “I love the way your cock feels inside me,” and then moments later, she was showing me just how much she loved it.
She bounced up and down on my cock and once again, her hands played with her tits. “Oh, Josh,” she moaned. “Oh, Josh.”
I could tell just how much she wanted my cock.
“Oh, Josh,” she moaned again.
“You like that, huh?”
“Oh yeah,” she moaned.
I knew I was going to cum and I’d told Allison that I was going to tell her when I was going to do it but I didn’t tell her how much notice I was going to give her.
She was still moaning as she rode my cock.
“Oh fuck,” I moaned. “Oh fuck, I’m going to cum.”
Even before she could react to my words, my cock was cumming and that’s when she felt it, the feel of my cum surging inside her and the feel of her cunt as it tightened around my cock.
“Oh, Josh,” she moaned as she continued to cum. “Oh, Josh.”
“You liked that, huh?”
She didn’t say anything. She just continued to moan as the cum continued to flow, but when she was done, she was plenty pissed. “I thought you were going to tell me when you were going to cum.”
“I did,” I said.
“No you didn’t.”
“Yes, I did. I told you I was going to cum and then I did.”
“But you didn’t give me enough warning.”
I grinned. “I didn’t know you were looking for a warning,” I said.
“Oh you,” she said with disgust and then she climbed off of me, put on her clothes, and stomped out.
As mad as she was, I figured she’d be back. After all, I’d pretty much made sure of that. As much as she might not have wanted me to fuck her, I’d pretty much made sure she wasn’t going to have any say in the matter. After all, when she woke up, she was going to be horny for my cock and that was that and quite frankly, there wasn’t a damned thing she could do about it. She might want to resist but I was sure she’d keep coming back.
So I guess you can say that I was kind of surprised when the next morning rolled around and Allison didn’t show up. Odd, I thought, but maybe something had come up.
I saw her at school. She nodded at me but she didn’t do anything more. Even odder, I thought. Had she somehow found a way of breaking free from my conditioning.
To be honest, there was a part of me that was wishing she had. She was my next door neighbor for chrissakes. We’d grown up as kids together. We’d even had family barbecues together and okay, I’ll admit it, she might have been one of the smartest girls in school but what I’d done to her was pretty shitty.
Now before any of you go out there wanting to withdraw my man card, let me tell you that on the other side of that was the knowledge that Allison was a super hot cutie and as much as I might have felt bad about what I’d done, there still was another part of me that was commending myself for having the good sense to do it.
And then, of course, there was the other part of it. You know you’ve done something wrong but so far you’ve gotten away with it and now it looks like you might be caught and suddenly, you go into cover your ass mode. That’s kind of where I was. Allison seemed to have broken the hold that I had on her and to tell the truth, I was wondering just how far from my reach she’d managed to get.
I was soon going to find out just how far she’d gotten.
I caught up with her after school. “Hey, Allison,” I said.
“Hey, Josh,” she said coolly.
“I thought you were coming over to my house this morning,” I said.
“Yeah, well I’ve decided I’m not doing that anymore.”
That sounded ominous but I tried to play it cool. “Oh yeah,” I asked, “why’s that?”
“I think you know why that is,” she said.
I couldn’t help it. I felt a chill go up my spine when she said that. “I’m sure I don’t,” I said.
“Well why don’t you think it over and tell me if maybe you can’t think of a reason why I wouldn’t be coming by and with that, she hefted up her book bag and she practically stomped off.
Fuck. She knew and she knew I was the one who had done it. I didn’t know how she knew but she knew, but if she knew, why the hell hadn’t she told on me?
There were two obvious reasons. Either she was embarrassed in which case she probably wouldn’t ever tell, or she wanted to get back at me and she was looking for just the right time to tell on me when it would do the maximum amount of damage.
The question of course was which one was it.
I decided to keep a low profile and just watch her. I mean heck, what the hell else could I have done. I couldn’t tell anyone else about it so it seemed like the best thing to do was to just watch and wait and maybe if I thought she was about to make her move, maybe then I could move in and intercept her before it was too late.
The thing was I missed our morning fuck sessions. I missed having Allison come over to my house and suck my cock. I missed having her climb on top of me and ride my cock and I really missed it when I’d cum inside her and only then would she realize what I’d done.
But of course, it seemed like those days were over.
So I watched and one thing was certain. She might have known what I’d done to her but she most definitely was not the same person that she had been before.
Me and Allison, we’re not in the same classes but I was hearing some of the other kids talk and from what they were saying, she’d lost a bit of her edge. Oh, she was still plenty smart but she wasn’t head and shoulders above everyone else and I supposed that was the result of some of our fucking but there were other things, too, things that weren’t necessarily so obvious.
One of those less obvious things was that she was watching me. Oh, it was clear she didn’t want me to see her doing it but sometimes I’d look her way and I’d see her quickly turn away. Other times, she wouldn’t even bother to look away. There was no doubt about it. She was watching me.
Another thing was that she was nervous. I’m not sure when I figured that out or how I even figured it out but I was sure I was right. She was nervous but I had no idea why she was nervous.
And even if she wasn’t nervous, she was making me nervous. It was probably a stupid idea but I decided I was going to have to have it out with her once and for all.
I caught up with her one morning on her way to school. “Hey, Allison,” I said. “Wait up. We got to talk.”
She turned and for a moment, I thought I saw fear in her eyes but it was only for a moment and then her eyes got cold. “What do you want, Josh?”
“I want to talk,” I said.
“Maybe I don’t want to talk to you,” she said.
“Come on. Don’t be that way.”
“Don’t be what way,” she practically spat out.
I shrugged. “I just want to talk,” I said.
“Well, I don’t want to talk,” she said. “I just want to be left alone.”
I watched her stomp off and I couldn’t help but feel that there was something wrong. Not something wrong like, oh my God, I am so fucked, but something wrong like in, there’s something here I just don’t understand. It was that kind of wrong and the more I thought about it, the more I was sure I had to get to the bottom of it.
I figured I’d go over to Allison’s house the next morning. I really wanted to know what the fuck was going on and I figured if she was in her house, if she was in her own element so to speak, I figured maybe it would make her more comfortable and maybe then I could get her to open up to me.
I knocked on the door of Allison’s house but it was her mom who opened the door. “Hi, Mrs. Hartfield,” I said. “Is Allison here?”
“Josh,” she said. “Why yes, she is. She’s getting ready for school, you know.”
“I kind of figured she was,” I said, “but I was wondering if I could talk with her. It’ll only take a minute.”
“Well, I guess,” she allowed. “You know where her room is, right?”
I nodded even as I smiled to myself. Had I been any other boy, there’s no way Mrs. Hartfield would have let me go to Allison’s room. Heck, she might not have even let me in the house, but me, I was a known commodity. She thought I was safe which just goes to show what she knew.
“I’m late for work,” she said, “but you can show yourself up to Allie’s room, right?”
“Sure thing,” I said.
“That’s good,” she said. “you know, we don’t see you around here often enough, Josh.”
“I’m around,” I said.
She sniffed. “I guess,” she finally allowed. “Oh crap. Look at the time. I’m going to be late if I don’t go right now. It was good seeing you, Josh.”
“You too, Mrs. Hartfield.”
One thing was clear. Whatever misgivings Allison might have had, she certainly hadn’t shared them with her mother.
I climbed the stairs and I knocked on Allison’s door.
“Who is it?” came a voice from inside.
I heard some rustling around inside Allison’s bedroom and then the door opened. “Josh,” she said breathlessly. “What are you doing here?”
“I came to talk to you,” I said.
“But my mom—”
“She went off to work.”
“Oh.”
She was looking around nervously. “Allison,” I asked, “is something wrong?”
“Y-you shouldn’t be here,” she stammered.
“Why not?”
She tried to look me in the eyes and she almost managed to do it but then her gaze slipped and then it was drooping down until finally she was staring at my chest and then at my stomach and then lower still. It was only then that she managed to pull her gaze back up but her eyes looked so hungry. “You shouldn’t be here,” she said again.
I was finally starting to get it. She hadn’t gotten over me at all. She was just trying not to give in to her urges. She was fighting her desires and it might have worked except now I was here. “Allison,” I said.
“Huh?” she said thickly.
“Is there something you want from me?”
“I ... I ... oh God.”
“Allison, I want you to look at me.”
She looked up at me.
“Allison, I want you to tell me what you want from me.”
I could tell what she wanted just from looking in her eyes but I wanted to hear her say it.
“Allison,” I said.
“Huh?”
“Tell me what you want.”
“I ... I want you to fuck me,” she said.
“You do, do you?”
She nodded. “I want you to fuck me. I want it so bad.”
“Then I think we better take care of that for you. What do you think?”
Allison didn’t have to think twice about that. She just nodded her assent.
“I think you better invite me into your room,” I said.
She nodded and then she was pulling me into her bedroom.
“And while you’re at it, I think you need to get yourself out of those clothes.”
She didn’t even hesitate. She was pulling off her top and then almost as quickly, she was getting rid of her jeans. Soon thereafter, she’d gotten rid of her bra which left only her panties and then she wasn’t even wearing those.
“Feel better?” I asked.
She nodded. I could see how eager she was. It was all so clear to me now that I was surprised I hadn’t seen it before. She’d been resisting me for so long that now that she finally wasn’t resisting, it just felt so good to do whatever she was told to do.
“I think you should kneel on your bed,” I said. “In fact, why don’t you get down on your hands and knees.”
Allison, it seemed was in complete agreement with that.
“Tell me what you want me to do,” I said.
“I want you to fuck my pussy.”
God, I loved hearing her say that. In fact, I loved hearing her say that so much that I made her say it again.
“I want you to fuck my pussy.”
I didn’t need an engraved invitation. Hell, hearing Allison say that was really all the invitation that I really needed. I was on her in an instant and then I was jamming my cock between her legs.
“Oh,” she groaned and then she moaned and she groaned again as her pussy took the full length of my cock.
“How do you like that?”
“Oh my God,” she moaned.
“Yeah?”
“It feels,” she gasped, “I mean ... I feel, oh my God. It feels so fucking great.”
“You’ve been avoiding me,” I said.
“Yeah.”
“Why?”
This was it. I wanted to see just how much she knew about what was happening to her.
“Because I don’t want to be stupid,” she said.
So she did know, or at least she knew something. “Stupid,” I asked. “How does doing what we’re doing make you stupid?”
“It’s not this. It’s when you—”
“It’s when I what?”
She moaned as my cock continued its dirty work.
“It’s when I what?”
“It’s when you cum inside me.”
“What about it?”
“I don’t know. There’s something about it. It’s making me stupid.”
“Me cumming inside you is making you stupid? Come on, Allison. You can’t really believe that?”
She said nothing but that said more really than a denial would have. She didn’t want to tell me no but yeah, she really did believe it. That was good, because I was just about to make her a little dumber.
“You shouldn’t believe things like that,” I told her, “and you shouldn’t avoid me either. You know you want me, don’t you?”
Allison moaned. “Yeah,” she moaned. “Yeah. I know I want you.”
“But you know what? I think I kind of like this. I think I kind of like coming over here and fucking you in your own room. I think I’d even like to fuck you in your own bed. What do you say to that?”
Allison just moaned.
“I think I’ll take that as a yes,” I said, “but first ...”
I couldn’t help but groan as I started to cum in Allison’s tight, little pussy.
I could feel her start to panic and squirm as she felt my cock start to cum but she was powerless to resist the demise that it was clear even her own pussy wanted to have happen. She moaned as she felt her own pussy betray her and then she was cumming, too even as my cock continued to fill her up.
“You liked that, didn’t you?” I taunted her when all was said and done.
She looked at me and she nodded numbly.
“And we’re not going to hear any more talk about me fucking you making you dumb, are we?”
She shook her head. That didn’t mean she believed it. It just meant she was agreeing with me because she thought it was what I wanted to hear and in fact, it was exactly what I wanted to hear her say but I knew she still believed it.
“No more of this trying to hide out then, right?”
Again, she shook her head.
I’ll bet you want me to come back here again, don’t you? I’ll bet you want to get your pussy fucked again.”
In spite of herself, she nodded.
“All right then, I’ll be over here first thing tomorrow morning so that we can fuck again. How’s that sound?”
There was probably a part of her that wanted to say no but that wasn’t the part that answered. “I’d like that,” she said, “and Josh?”
“Yeah?”
“It’s okay if you cum inside me.”